Chapter 381 – Ghost Vice-Captain (End)
‘As a lover’. These words burst in his ears like thunder. Yu Pingsheng stared at Su Guangmo with surprise, not believing this person could actually say such words.
The man in front of him was no longer a teenager. After several years of experience, Su Guangmo was now the second-generation captain of Flying Feathers. He was a sword god respected and worshipped by fans.
His five senses faded away from the youthful appearance and became more handsome and three-dimensional. At this time, Su Guangmo was looking at Yu Pingsheng tenderly and his words didn’t seem like a joke at all.
Yu Pingsheng was silent for a long time before managing to say, “Why?”
Su Guangmo was amused by the difficult word he managed to say and smiled. He reached out and touched Yu Pingsheng’s nose. “It is because you look too good and your personality is special. I can’t move my eyes away from you. I like you and can’t control it at all.”
His words were very straightforward. Yu Pingsheng’s ears slightly reddened and he thought for a while before managing to say, “I am your younger apprentice brother and a man…”
Su Guangmo was decisive. “I like you as a person. It has nothing to do with your identity and gender.”
Yu Pingsheng looked at his brother with distress. The words were too good but he couldn’t say yes to the other person. After all, he always regarded Su Guangmo as his brother. He never thought their relationship would develop into lovers.
Su Guangmo saw Yu Pingsheng’s hesitant eyes and sighed. “Don’t be afraid. I won’t force you to make a decision. We will go back first and you can slowly think about it. Don’t worry.”
Yu Pingsheng was silent for a moment before nodding and going back to the hotel with Su Guangmo.
***
This confession was particularly calm. Yu Pingsheng didn’t react to calmly and lay in bed, thinking silently. Su Guangmo didn’t interrupt him. He just smiled and watched the person sitting in front of him.
When Su Guangmo was young, he liked this because Yu Pingsheng was special and could get along with him. Then Su Guangmo found that Yu Pingsheng was the most suitable person for him. Sometimes he would be sulky but once he returned to his dormitory and saw Yu Pingsheng, his anger would disappear completely. No matter the difficulties he faced, he would feel extremely stable if Yu Pingsheng was around.
Yu Pingsheng’s indifferent and peaceful temperament made Su Guangmo feel particularly comfortable. Whenever he held this person in his arms, his heart would be filled with a type of tranquil warmth.
This was the life that Su Guangmo wanted.
Maybe one day, he would retire like his master and stop playing Miracle. His life would lack the excitement and emotions of the competition but as long as Yu Pingsheng could follow him quietly, his heart would be full of warmth.
Su Guangmo would never let go of this man, the love he had identified since his youth. He wanted to take care of this person for the rest of his life, spending time with him.
Yu Pingsheng hadn’t turned the corner yet and Su Guangmo wasn’t in a hurry to force him. In any case, there was a long time and he could think slowly.
After discovering that this brother had fallen asleep while thinking, Su Guangmo smiled slightly and gently covered him with the quilt.
***
Yu Pingsheng dreamt of Su Guangmo.
Over the years, Su Guangmo had been protecting him and infinitely tolerated him. If there wasn’t his brother, he couldn’t be an e-sports player. It was even more impossible to walk on the big stage, facing the glaring lights and the applause of the audience.
His parents nurtured him but Su Guangmo reinvented him.
From a boy who feared being close to and communicating with others to the vice-captain of Flying Feathers who could calmly face reporters and fans. It was a makeover.
In the dream, there were images of training with his brother and scenes where his brother took him out to play. They drove through mountains and past rivers, tasting the food outside. It was a life he couldn’t think of when he was a child. The vast world outside unfolded in front of him like a scroll and he slowly discovered how small he was.
The world was wide and life was wonderful. He shouldn’t close himself into a narrow corner. He liked his present life and this was attributed to Su Guangmo’s patience and companionship.
Upon waking up in the morning, Yu Pingsheng recalled his dream. The dream was full of Su Guangmo’s shadow. He was surprised to find that unconsciously, his brother had already entered the depths of his heart.
Could this type of unrequited feeling become love? Yu Pingsheng wasn’t sure.
Su Guangmo woke up earlier than Yu Pingsheng and found that his brother had woken up and was sitting on the bed while thinking. Su Guangmo couldn’t help going to him and whispering, “What are you thinking about? Is it me?”
Yu Pingsheng had the middle of the matter poked and nodded with red cheeks. “Yes.”
Su Guangmo was in a great mood and smiled as he hugged this person. “You really never lie. I like this honesty. Tell me, what are you thinking about?”
Yu Pingsheng hesitated for a moment before seriously replying, ”I was thinking that if we become lovers, how will we get along?”
It was rare for him to say such a long sentence and Su Guangmo’s heart beat wildly. Since Yu Pingsheng was thinking about it, this showed he had Su Guangmo in his heart. Yu Pingsheng wasn’t thinking about refusing but was thinking about how to accept! Sure enough, the companionship of many years had played a role.
Su Guangmo resisted the urge to hold this person down and patiently replied, “In fact, I will still take care of you as I used to. If we aren’t lovers and are just brothers, my parents will definitely wait for me to retire before forcing me to find a girlfriend. Then I will have no time to accompany you. However, if you are my lover then I will spend the rest of my life with you. After a few years, we will both retire and I will drive you everywhere to play.”
Su Guangmo paused and carefully observed his younger brother’s expression. “Do you want me to find a girlfriend to accompany her, regardless of you? Or do you hope that I will always be with you and accompany you in the future?”
Yu Pingsheng thought for a moment before looking up at Su Guangmo and replying quietly, “Only accompany me.”
He wasn’t lying.
‘Only accompany me.’ These words directly poked the softest part of Su Guangmo’s heart.
Su Guangmo was very excited and tightened his grip on the person in his arms. He whispered, “Yes, then I will only accompany you. You will be the only one in my life.”
This promise made Yu Pingsheng feel extra peace of mind and he couldn’t help returning the other person’s embrace, nestling his head on Su Guangmo’s chest.
***
Yu Pingsheng didn’t respond directly but his performance showed he acquiesced to be with Su Guangmo as ‘lovers’. However, he didn’t know the essential difference between ‘lover’ and ‘brother’. He simply thought that it was as Su Guangmo said. Lovers would always accompany each other while brothers would be separated.
He didn’t want to be separated from his brother so he promised to be lovers.
It turned out that being a lover wasn’t as simple as he thought.
For example, after watching the snow scene in Harbin for a few days, they returned to the hotel one night. As Yu Pingsheng took a shower and sat on the bed to sort out the photos taken, Su Guangmo suddenly leaned over and kissed him.
The kiss caught Yu Pingsheng off guard and he forgot to resist.
Su Guangmo’s tongue took the opportunity to dive straight in and overbearingly swept through the other person’s mouth, leaving his breath everywhere. Yu Pingsheng was kissed and his mind was blank. Once he recovered, he gasped out, “What are you doing?”
Su Guangmo smiled and replied bluntly, “Kissing you.”
Yu Pingsheng’s face showed a hint of red and he didn’t know what to say. Su Guangmo added, “We are already lovers and it is natural to kiss you. Other lovers did the same thing.”
Yu Pingsheng had no experience and since his brother said this, it should be right?
Thus, he nodded seriously. “Okay.”
Su Guangmo found that this person quietly didn’t resit and his heart was moved. He leaned over and kissed Yu Pingsheng’s forehead. “Lovers will do other things. Are you willing to try it?”
Yu Pingsheng had some doubts. “What else do you want to do?”
He didn’t like communicating with people since he was a child. After coming to the Flying Feathers team, he only knew training every day. The players watched those movies but he never looked at them. His physiological needs were less than the average man and he was as simple as a blank piece of paper.
The thought of bringing this simply younger brother to the abyss, invading his body and letting him taste the most primitive joy made Su Guangmo excited.
He gently pressed Yu Pingsheng to the bed, his voice low and gentle. “Don’t be afraid and hand everything over to me.”
Yu Pingsheng always trusted his brother. He listened to his brother’s words and lay quietly on the bed, his eyes seriously watching Su Guangmo.
Su Guangmo instantly hardened. The clear and bright eyes full of trust and the unprepared gestures was tempting enough to commit crimes.
He took a deep breath and forcibly restrained his desires. Then he smiled and gave Yu Pingsheng a gentle, sweet kiss.
“Oh…hmm…um…”
Yu Pingsheng was in a daze from the kiss and his body gradually became feverish. Meanwhile, Su Guangmo’s kiss became more enthusiastic as it moved from gentle to fierce. The flexible tongue moved in and entangled with Yu Pingsheng’s tongue. Yu Pingsheng was almost breathless and his cheeks were red.
After the deep kiss, Su Guangmo retreated and asked softly, “Is it annoying?”
Yu Pingsheng was silent a moment before shaking his head. “No.”
In the past, he hated being close to people. Whenever someone approached, he instinctively rejected them like a hedgehog. However, Su Guangmo wasn’t the same. In the past few years, the two people had lived together and was inseparable. The breath of his brother made him feel familiar and safe. He physically and psychologically didn’t reject Su Guangmo’s closeness.
Such a deep kiss didn’t make him feel sick. Instead, it made his heart beat faster.
Su Guangmo heard his brother’s answer and couldn’t help smiling. He leaned over and kissed Yu Pingsheng again.
The kiss was thick and long. As Su Guangmo kissed his beloved person, the movements of his hands weren’t idle. Yu Pingsheng’s pyjamas pants were quickly taken off. Su Guangmo’s long and power fingers gently stroked over the smooth back before touching the white underwear.
Yu Pingsheng only felt that his body was as hot as fire as it was touched. When his underwear was taken off and the most sensitive part of his body was exposed to the air, he shyly wanted to shrink back. Su Guangmo took the opportunity to open his legs by squeezing Su Guangmo’s knees between the legs.
The kiss wasn’t over yet and his brother’s hands were igniting every part of his body. Yu Pingsheng couldn’t stand it and a groan overflowed uncontrollably from his lips. “Umm… don’t…”
Su Guangmo’s hand held his sensitive centre of desire. The organ that had never been touched by outsiders was held in this man’s hand. Yu Pingsheng’s brain was strongly impacted and his body stiffened as he grabbed Su Guangmo’s hand. “Don’t… don’t do this..”
He didn’t expect for Su Guangmo to actually do such a thing.
His body was completely exposed to his brother, making him feel ashamed, let alone his penis being held by the other person’s hand. Yu Pingsheng instinctively wanted to resist but his sensitive part was being held and he didn’t dare struggle too hard.
The fear in his eyes made Su Guangmo feel very distressed.
Su Guangmo stopped his movements and kissed him gently, whispering, “Don’t be afraid. I won’t hurt you. Don’t be nervous, relax and feel it with your heart. I will make you feel comfortable, okay?”
His patient appeasement made Yu Pingsheng calmer. These were the most familiar eyes. They were gentle and full of tolerance, as if they could tolerate all of Yu Pingsheng’s shortcomings and mistakes.
Yu Pingsheng gradually relaxed. The other person was someone who had been very good to him for many years. This was the first time for him and it felt strange. He couldn’t help worrying but there was his brother. What was there to be afraid of?
Yu Pingsheng thought this and finally nodded before closing his eyes.
Su Guangmo was given permission but didn’t rush to enter him. Instead, Su Guangmo gently kissed his body. The gentle kiss moved all the way down the slender neck, leaving green and purple traces on the white skin. Once he reached the lower abdomen, Su Guangmo saw the organ gradually standing up and smiled slightly before putting it in his mouth.
“Ah—!”
His most sensitive part was wrapped in a warm mouth. The strange and novel pleasure made Yu Pingsheng involuntarily bow his body. This action sent the hardened penis even further into Su Guangmo’s mouth.
Su Guangmo gently licked the contours of the pink organ with his tongue and didn’t forget to rub the two bags below with his hands.
Yu Pingsheng didn’t have many physical needs in his life. The number of times he resolved this matter with his own hands was relatively low for someone his age. He had never experienced such a sharp pleasure. Su Guangmo gave him a completely novel experience, like opening the door to a next world. It made him feel overwhelmed but he couldn’t help indulging in it.
“Oh… um…”
The moans overflowing from his brother’s lips gave Su Guangmo great encouragement and his tongue moved harder. Yu Pingsheng couldn’t bear it anymore. His waist suddenly became stiff and it was too late to pull out of Su Guangmo’s mouth.
Yu Pingsheng realized what he had done and glanced at his brother with panic. “I’m… I’m sorry…”
Su Guangmo smiled and licked the liquid on his lips before whispering in Yu Pingsheng’s ear. “What are you sorry for? Your things, I especially like it.”
Yu Pingsheng, “…”
He didn’t expect that Su Guangmo’s means of flirting in bed were so clever. The words made Yu Pingsheng speechless and a layer of red spread over his ashamed body. Su Guangmo saw such a seductive younger brother and his self-control finally failed. He took a bottle of lubricant from the bedside table, squeezed it into the palm of his hand and explored behind Yu Pingsheng.
Yu Pingsheng reflexively rejected the foreign invasion. He was embarrassed about shooting into his brother’s mouth and nervously tightened his muscles.
His fingers were tightly clamped and Su Guangmo noticed the other person’s nervousness. He leaned down and kissed Yu Pingsheng’s nose. “Don’t be afraid. It isn’t comfortable? I will change the way to make you comfortable. Is it good?”
His voice seemed to have a confusion effect and Yu Pingsheng gradually relaxed. Su Guangmo’s fingers immediately penetrated and he patiently kissed Yu Pingsheng while increasing the number of fingers.
Once Yu Pingsheng’s body had completely softened, Su Guangmo replaced his fingers with his long hard penis, arriving at the entrance of the hole.
“Ah—!”
A hard object thicker than a finger was suddenly inserted into his body. Yu Pingsheng screamed and the inside of his body seemed to be torn, the pain causing him to be dizzy.
Su Guangmo immediately stopped his movements and patiently kissed and stroked Yu Pingsheng while speaking more words of love. “I love you and want you to become my true lover. Hey, give it to me, okay? Don’t be afraid. It will stop hurting soon…”
Yu Pingsheng was gently coaxed by him and took a deep breath. Then Su Guangmo slowly squeezed in his penis.
“Um…”
His brother was a liar. There was pain as Su Guangmo entered too deeply, his body feeling like it was split apart.
Yu Pingsheng stared at Su Guangmo with wide eyes, seeming to complain silently. Su Guangmo kissed his eyes and asked, “Is it painful? The first time is like this but it will be better in the future. If you can bear it, can I move lightly?”
There was a moment before Yu Pingsheng nodded, silently promising.
Su Guangmo separated Yu Pingsheng’s legs and wrapped them around his waist. Then he slowly started the rhythm.
His movements went from slow to fast, gradually become fierce. Yu Pingsheng felt a strong burning pain as his back hole was stretched to the limit and the inside of his body invaded.
Su Guangmo had endured all these years and finally got what he wanted today. The moment he completely entered Yu Pingsheng’s body, his self-control almost collapsed. He supported Yu Pingsheng’s waist and started to frantically pump. His fiery desire was surrounded by the hottest intestinal wall and the strong pleasure almost drowned him.
There was intense friction as the two people’s bodies became hotter and hotter. It was unknown which part Su Guangmo met but Yu Pingsheng’s legs suddenly stiffened and his toes slammed up.
Su Guangmo paused for a moment as he bit Yu Pingsheng’s earlobe. “Is it here? You are comfortable, right?”
Yu Pingsheng blushed so hard he almost dripped blood but he still replied seriously. “Yes.”
Su Guangmo smiled while his penis twitched. Then he slammed towards the spot he just hit. Yu Pingsheng’s eyes turned red and dazed. His mouth was open as he gasped fiercely.
He lay on the bed and let Su Guangmo ravish him, so that Su Guangmo couldn’t help wanting to swallow him.
After taking a deep breath, Su Guangmo hugged Yu Pingsheng, raised his bottom and aimed at the sensitive spot as he started a new round. The fierce collision made Yu Pingsheng soften in his brother’s arms.
The sound was filled with the sounds of their bodies moving together. Yu Pingsheng’s groans occasionally spilled from his lips while Su Guangmo’s breathing was heavier.
That night, Su Guangmo completely opened the door to a new world for Yu Pingsheng, so that Yu Pingsheng tasted the sweetness of loving people.
Yu Pingsheng didn’t say anything but his face was red as he was held by Su Guangmo. He obviously didn’t reject Su Guangmo holding him.
Su Guangmo courageously asked him to do it a few times. Yu Pingsheng quietly endured until he was too tired and fell asleep in his brother’s arms.
……
Yu Pingsheng’s body ached when he woke up the next morning, especially his waist which felt like it was going to break. Su Guangmo stared at him intently and leaned over to kiss his forehead. “Have you woken up?”
Yu Pingsheng nodded. “Yes.”
Su Guangmo asked, “Were you comfortable last night?”
Yu Pingsheng hesitated a moment before nodding honestly. ‘Yes.”
Su Guangmo smiled and hugged the living treasure in his arms. He placed his chin on top of Yu Pingsheng’s head and whispered, “Once the time is right, I will visit your parents and tell them that I will treat you as the most precious lover, accompanying you for a lifetime.”
Yu Pingsheng nodded gently. “Yes.”
He woke up early in the morning and only said three ‘yes.’ He was the same as before and still wasn’t good at expressing himself. Su Guangmo smiled and teased him. “Do you like your brother?”
Yu Pingsheng hesitating before replying sincerely, “I like.”
Su Guangmo held his brother in a contented manner.
He had taken care of Yu Pingsheng for many years and gradually pulled Yu Pingsheng out of his closed inner world. Now he finally turned Yu Pingsheng into his lover and Yu Pingsheng only belonged to him.
He watched his brother’s fair body covered in the marks he made and smiled happily as he heard Yu Pingsheng seriously say, “I like.”
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